Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Why am I torturing myself and growing uglier by the day with terrible dark eye rings, puffy eyes and so weak, I'm actually floating. I don't want to regret in my life for not trying cause deep down I still wished there was a miracle. But the more I try, the more hurt I feel. maybe I'm not trying hard enough but I already did more than I can ever imagine. I am thankful for the love and support shown by people around me especially my family, his family & my babes Jaz & Dinah. And I'm going to make good use of their love to help me overcome the sufferings & pain I've gone through. I know it isn't going to be easy to get through this but who says it was ever easy. I don't know how long I'll take to get over it and I woudn't be surprised if I won't. But oh well, life goes on. I guess it's time to move on. As much as I dont want to, I know I got to. I'm sorry, baby.
That taught us to be stronger than ever before...