Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I'm sitting here and thinking. Thinking about what the bf told me yesterday night. He will be going to Taiwan for 1 month plus! Freaking 1 month long! What's more he's going on 2 April which is in 1 week time. Bloody idiot! I hate, hate, hate army! Well, at least we get to celebrate our 3 years anniversary on 31 March. But still I will miss him like crazy. I've been more aware each new day, that I'm severely dependant on him. Why must be him?! Why not just somebody else instead?! My heart's really heavy to let him go. I'm frustrated. I'm sad. I'm in need of his comfort and love all the time. And I hate being alone without his presence. Sigh.
And to top it off, I have the worst cramps ever till I have to visit the doctor later.
One of the worst weeks ever. EVER EVER EVER.