Monday, November 27, 2006
School in the afternoon but skipped it. Went to the doctor with my small boy. That boy hurts his eyes yesterday during his soccer match. Poor boy. I'm typing this from the bottom of my heart. I am falling deeper and harder for him and although it's a beautiful thing I am scared too. He is trusting and he showers me with love. When he strokes my hair and tells me how much he loves me, all I want to do is cry. He's one of the most precious person that I have in life. The last relationship I had cut me so deep and left me with scars that will always remind me that the most beautiful relationship can be taken away from you in an instance. I hate how you fall in love only to end up hurt and broken, leaving you with only a broken heart, a battered soul and many, many shattered dreams. Today, I held my small boy's hand and we ran in the rain. The feeling of being at one with nature as the rain drenched us both, laughing and running as well as soaking up the feelings we have for each other is that of pure happiness that spreads its warmth from the top of my head to the tip of my toes. And what is taking you so long to call me? Hope you're feeling better though.